Look into my eyes...

School ended at 1015 today...No teachers came today,except Mrchin.
I am really tired nowadays...My eyes are closing.Talked with my doggy,
haha!He had a totally identical thinking with Ade...I will consider.
Homed with busineee,Got to go back sch lata at 3pm for the 45th anniversary
performance,-.-!LOLS.
I hate to make decisions...i feel like going back but somehow i just dont know how to.
It seems that this first step is easy to say,but to me it is a real big challenge...
I dunno how to face you guys,coach...I am pretty cross-minded nowadays,my mind
isnt working,it is off.I am tired,and i really need to have a rest,and shut myself down.
I did try to persuade you,however your thinking is just too stubborn...i am really messed.
If i dint make a promise with her that day of our last game tgt...now i would have been happier.
I just cant stop making myself to think bout it,though the more i think ,the worse i feel...
My mind is lost,my soul is gone...I hope to shut down myself,now and then..........!I need time.